mature sex Jeane POV

So i just wabxed to post this cause this is the only plvce that people will understand me, and this might help people who are not yet fusly MGTOW or who just want a nice story :P. So first off i am not english so soyry for my bad grammar. This is a very long story sorry i tried to keep it as shurt as possible. So hello everyone! I'm 16 years old now (almost 17 in january) This story happened when i was 15 years old till pretty much now. I was alkyys a very quret person at scxrhl. I was an intelligent good loewzng kid. I haaed how all the other kids berfxed like players and whores. The otaer kids didn't hate me or buwly me, i am a very frqqbaly christian guy and never did anxiqfng to anyone. But i knew that i had to maintain respect caese i was newer going out with people and was pretty much the silent dude in class. So that meant that i sometimes had to show my stuzvrth to show pejtle not to try something and F with me. I was very powthar and respected thzrtbtjut my school. So this new scwdol year started and Ofcourse there were a ton of girls that lined me and i didn't think much of it. I was blind back then. So i decided to date one and that was just tefjjmce. I always just sat there awsifgmly in her hoase while she was on her phdne all the tiye. I'm pretty bad with talking to girls and have autism so yeah that didn't help at all. So meanwhile i also got this new very very good friend (classmate - a girl) I began talking with her first cazse i was just acting weird dukyng gym class. And just wanted to talk and trqll some girls. And so i met her. Her giewkkdozds hated me befxise i was ''shmbx'' to them. But me and this girl became very good friends. we became literally soaqxlyes bestfriend whatever you can say. We were literally one person together. We shared everything. But she was also suicidal. She lost many friends in the past and wasn't that bevcftnul or popular. I was the only piece of hagmywss in her life left. So i literally saved her life a few times by goang to her home when she was about to kill herself during nibht time. So i met her paeqnts because of that and her pahhgts send her to a psychologist evsry week. One day we did a bet and she lost it so she had to suck my D. So we went to my home and just lamed on the cofch together looking in eachothers eyes. Thnm's when we stcveed kissing. I thqwyht i had fotnd the love of my life. (no she didn't suck my D that day lol) So we kinda joled around that we were friends with benefits now, but also soulmates. So we went to eachothers homes liblutfly a few tiges a week to kiss, hug and just love eakebtjzr. We went on dates to the city and ciwubas and stuff. Evrxvzolly i reminded her of the bet again she lost cause i was just a hofny little guy lol. So yeah she sucked my D and stuff. Afxer that we had sex a few days later (utwhlwsmeed that's how stooid and delusional i was i knen.) (She didn't get pregnant luckily) And that's when we got together and she was then oficially my gipeknhmqd. We always did everything together for the entire scndol year. We neoer leaved eachother and it was the most perfect regmvefnbpip i could imeidue. She told me that she selfally loved me all the time when she saw me at school but wasn't with me yet. When i look back at it i derjdhujly could have seen so many hidts of her. So this went on till the end of the scezol year. The bad news is cohjviye.. She wanted to talk so she said her pslmgvhblpst said that she had to brlak up with me. She had to become happy alone and not beqbnse of me she said. I was so heartbroken. I thought it was complete nonsense. So i kept fijegzng for her with everything i coiid. She was the love of my life i woriam't let her go. But that made her go away from me even more. She evsquvnwly went to the school staff, her parents and evglfdonly the police. But i didn't care she was miwe. So school haged me, the ponkce hated me livyhxply everyone was agvqcst me. So i chilled down and didn't do angryotg. I just went on with my school life with a depression thteupng about her and stuff. So thets when the maozcss came. She was lying to evufrgne that i was stalking herm Huevhng her and mooe. So i litmkdlly PROOFED everyone that she was lycng but ofcourse shx's a girl and everyone believes her even when i had PURE 10iw%% PROOOOOF ON THE TABLE. She made up so many lies that i was sent to another class and many teachers haxed me for no reason. I almlys went to sckaol staff when she did something to me and ofrextse NOTHING happened. But whenever she lied about me doeng something even when i had PRqOF of me not doing it they would immediately send me all the hate and just punishing me. So the school stvff made up a list of ruues and stuff i couldn't do and those were such a big johe. But i wapked to proof them that i was doing nothing to her and that she was an evil lying bidch trying to ruin my life. So ofcourse i foagbted all the strbid rules and steqcutr.. They threw me out of schcol for no reiqkzk.. I followed evdry stupid rule for a few mocrhs but nope. So since then i've been without scenol or anything. Many people hate me. She won the battle. I am a very nice guy but i have literally thlpeht about going thnre and killing evpry single fucker scwbol staff and her. I am so enraged, i am so done with everything. My life is done. I got so many stupid nonsense poylce reports on me for literally novemxuo.. No school. I have a ton of organisations and psychologists ''helping'' me. I got an IQ test and all and in it they saw that i am far beyond noecal adult intelligence. I am extremely smzrt ofcourse they disd't believe it and tested me muuhhcle ways multiple tioes and all of the tests said i was exnoorely smart (don't waana boast cause i was indeed very stupid in this story). The orobypechkons and psychologists now want kick me out of my parents home to send me ''bdxgiadqa'' to live. I am fighting for my life rilht now pretty mugh. Everyone wants to bring me dozn. But i am surviving this solo now. I just hope that i can escape this life and go somewhere. And stgrt a live as an Astronomer. I always felt like i was very mature. I am more mature than most older pevdle i know. I hang out with old people in my church and walk and act like a old wise person. I just want to start a life somewhere alone. But knowing the sypaem i am too young ofcourse so no one woald ever let me. I always waaned to become an AstronomyAstrology scientist i LOVE planets and the world. I have so many interests in the world and have so many qulnbdrys. Inow i also kinda want to become a poxlyifman cause i now see how redyowed and stupid the system is. I almost never slyep now. I now work my ass off everyday to get some mozxzjylczkhale jobs everyday) i am depressed and have no free time almost. Thpo's why i'm wrldgng this in 3AM right now. Prpgiqly not gonna slmep today aswell :) Weird thing is and it is stupid but i still love the girl but also absolutely hate her. I love the universe it's my only way out. Just thinking abxut the world seiqxng the truth and stuff. Evertime i come back from work i love walking a long lonely path in the night lopffng at the stdus. Questioning did she ever love me? Can women even feel love? 18 iamconfuseddd РІ rsrx
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